Sunday, February 27, 2011

Dexter Gordon's Ballads

What is there to say about Dexter Gordon's ballads? During the two long winters I spent in Ithaca, New York, I would walk for hours listening to his "Ballads" on my headset: "Darn That Dream " "Don't Explain." "I'm A Fool to Want You." "Ernie's Tune." "You've Changed." "Willow Weep For Me." "Guess I'll Hang My Tears Out To Dry." "Body and Soul." Most of the tunes were recorded between 1961 and 1964, and some appear on some of his other albums such as "Doin' All Right," but not in as beautiful an arrangement as here.

I fell in love with the hulking tenor sax player during what turned out to be for me an extraordinary period of musical appreciation, when I actually had time to listen to the music I loved, especially jazz. Shortly before he died, Dexter played the part of the amazing, lyrical, drunken sax player in the 1986 film set in Paris, "Round Midnight." Paris had been good to Dexter, as it was to many musicians, and Dexter's performance, which garnered him an Academy Award nomination, turned out to be a kind of homage to artists like Lester Young, and others like Bud Powell, who inspired him and with whom he had played.

I also tried to pay homage with a poem to the artist who brought so much tenderness and warmth into my life with his music:

Ballad to Dexter

Drunk with ballads and piano now
after a snowy walk past lamppost arms
and warm benches with their sleeping ghosts
all day a madman sits there
face red shivering in his thin black suit
and fallen socks
but now he's gone
I think i see his shadow there
drifting in the park
so full of silence you can hear it
as the cars shiver by
in the slow snow rain
and blue windows like a holy horn
pain a kind goodnight for somebody
somewhere

Smoke drifts over the sidewalk
with its lone scattered footprints
and i hear a voice inside
maybe dexter's say
don't go let it snow rain
watch it come down like
love it blows away
it flys too soon
but tonight it seems
inside this dusk
perfume these
wandering prints
will take me  home
no don't go
pretend you'll stay
pretend this all
won't go
won't go away.

(published in The Cafe Review, Winter '96 issue)

Friday, February 11, 2011

SO WHAT

I don't know anyone who loves jazz who ever listened to Miles Davis's Kind of Blue just once. Kind of Blue is considered by many to be the greatest jazz album of all time. Recorded in two sessions on March 2, 1959 and April 22, 1959 at the 30th Street Columbia Studio in New York City, it featured an extraordinary sextet: pianist Bill Evans (also Wynton Kelly); drummer Jimmy Cobb; bassist Paul Chambers; John Coltrane on tenor sax; "Cannonball" Adderley on alto sax; and Miles on horn. The album, based entirely on modal jazz which uses scale improvisations, came out Aug. 17, 1959; it wasn't the first modal album ever, but it mesmerized a generation, and has become a musical treasure.

In 1959, I was barely an item in the universe, a bicultural kid, living in Talara, Peru, who probably had never heard the word, jazz. It awes me how it is I would wind up loving jazz the way I do, how it is the music can touch my mind and soul the way it does -- unless music travels through time and space and can reach us even if it doesn't come through our ears. I do have this pretty simple theory that the music our parents loved, particularly when we were in the womb and very young, somehow settles into our genes. This would explain why so many of us born in the 50s and 60s dig bebop, hard bop, modal jazz, the jazz of the 50s. Similarly, I've found that many of the kids born to parents who as youths loved disco in the 70s, grow up to love disco music and its styles too. Clearly, the love of certain kinds of music, just like musical talent, has mysterious sources.

That said, I didn't know anything about modal jazz or much about Miles when I first heard Kind of Blue in the early 90s. A kid working in a basement record store in Northampton suggested it when I asked him to recommend the best jazz ever recorded, and predicted it would "blow me away." As a poet, I was experimenting with typing to different kinds of music, mostly modern jazz, on an old Remington, a manual typewriter that allowed me to hear the music within, if you will. Jazz inspired me to break out of my own molds, preconceptions about music and rhythms, and reach into my own word songs and poetry.

The kid in the record store was right. I was really blown away by Kind of Blue, especially "So What," a modal composition based on two scales: 16 measures of the first, followed by eight of the second, then eight again of the first. There have been periods in my life, when I couldn't wait to hop in my car just so I could play that Miles' piece on my CD, over and over. It never inspired poetry, but a short story, named after the composition. Throughout the years, "So What," like its parent album, has never lost its hold on me. I derive a special excitement from knowing what the horns and other instruments are going to do when I listen to it. The soloists on it, in order, are: Miles, Coltrane, "Cannonball," Evans (and horns), and Chambers.

Listen to it sometime. It is just so damn cool.